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Sides

Is it hard to stay on one side? Can’t they just stay mean if they are really bad? Frantically speaking, it is so hard to understand them! Day by day, their attitude changes. Hindi ko alam kung saan dun ang totoo. Araw-araw rin na makakarinig ka ng masasakit na salita. Like, really! Is it our fault that we’re here? We didn’t force them in the first place. They have so many secrets that we are yet to uncover. We’re not burdens. As far as I know, nandito kami para tulungan sila, hindi para maging pabigat. It is sad because sometimes, people don’t know how to appreciate simple things. Gusto nila walang mistakes. Ugh! Perfectionists!

Sometimes they act nice and pure, but most of the time they tend to be mean. Tao rin naman kami. We have feelings, too. We tend to get hurt. Even though they could say that we have to deal with it, it is still unfair.

This situation is really hard! I want to leave, but how can I? Ang hirap makisama sa mga taong mahirap pakisamahan.

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Journal: Entry 1

Di,

I had a nice day. Same routine, though. Pero ganun talaga, di ba? Kapag walang magawa sa buhay, paulit-ulit talaga ang mga ginagawa. But atleast, nakaka-burn ng fats. Err. What am I saying, anyway? Sorry. I must have lost my mind already. Minsanan ko na rin makita ang Kadz ko. They have their own lives, too. I respect that. Ako na lang ata ang nag-iisang teambahay sa amin eh. Pumapasok na silang tatalo… pati na rin yung dalawa pang nasa malayo. Ah! I miss them a lot! I wish I could fly… para naman maka-steal ako ng konting oras na makita sila at maka-bonding. Haha, as if! I’m sorry if I am using our language already. Anyways, I am still happy because they are going to school already. I am a happy go lucky person. Yay! It makes me sad though. Kasi nga mas busy na sila. (Sana busy na rin ako para even. Grr.) I thanked them! They were the first friends that I’ve met since I moved here. Ugh! Accidentally, bigla na lang kaming naging Kadz. Haha. I must tell this to my Barkada. For the mean time, hindi muna. Di ko pa alam kung paano i-nanarrate yung “mini story” naming Kadz eh. Life is… err…. masyadong complicated. Little by little, nakikilala ko sila. I do hope that I could really give my trust in them. Not bad, eh? Wish lang… sana matupad. Hahaha.

This is my first entry as my journal. It is up to you if you’ll read it. It is still a blog anyway… a more personal blog, though. Thank you friend! Take care. 잘 자! ♥

with so much love,

Moelaine

Posted in Bitterness at its best

Makikita Mo

Sa darating na sandali, dapat mong asahan

Ang mga luhang sa’king mata’y bumuhos, iyo ring mararamdaman

Ang pait ng aking kapalaran

At ang sakit na ikaw ang may kagagawan

Ay ipaparanas ko rin sa’yo, iyo itong asahan.

Makikita mo, oo, makikita mo

Ang mga sandaling dapat ay ikinasasaya ko ay kinuha mo

Ang mga oras na sinayang ko para sa’yo ay babawiin ko

Matitikman mo ang tamis ng paghihiganti ng isang tao

Na niloko, sinaktan at iniwan mo para sa iba

Makikita mo, mapagtatanto mo

Na hindi ba’t nakakatakot isipin na ako ang wawakas sa buhay mo?

Ako na pinagkaitan mo ng mga pangakong pinako mo

Ako na pinaasa mo sa kaligayahang hanggang salita lamang

Minahal kita, alam mo yun?

Pero yan ang pilit kong ibinabaon

Para sa darating na sandali’y makaya ko

Na ipaghiganti ang pusong patuloy mong dinudurog.